Here we are… Less than 18 hours till our blood test. I am getting nervous and excited all at the same time. I’m nervous that we will get a negative, but I am excited that there is a possibility of getting a positive. I don’t know exactly how long it will take to get the blood results back, but I’m hoping that it will be tomorrow afternoon.
I have been really good about not POAS. I want to do an hpt, but I don’t know if I could handle the results. I think I would rather have the blood test tell me since they are WAY more accurate than an hpt. There is a huge part of me that wants to know NOW, and as many people who know me know, I am a planner and I hate not knowing things. I know that the statistics are against me, but I’m hoping that statistics are taking the month off :).
So hopefully I will have good news by the time I get off of work tomorrow. That is a measly 26 hours away, but it seems so far away!!!! I know a lot of this post seems like whining, but I’m mildly stressed and not sure what I will do if it is a negative. I know we can try again next month. It just means waiting another 4 weeks before another test. But I guess I can think about that tomorrow night if need be.
Fingers crossed.