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7 Weeks

How far along: 7 weeks

Baby’s size: Blueberry – Your baby, having doubled in size since last week, is as big as a blueberry (about 1/2” in length)

Sleep: Sleep comes and goes. I am up early no matter how early or late I go to bed. I have resorted to occasional naps during the day.

Maternity Clothes: I still fit in my jeans and have been wearing them. The bloat has really gone away, so I am just staying comfortable. I know I will have Darrell pull the maternity clothes out of the attic before the new year.

Food Cravings: No real cravings. I haven’t started eating jars of pickles yet like I did last year, so we shall see when that starts.

Food Aversions: I still can’t eat a lot of sweets and sometimes, the fruit juice I have been drinking makes me nauseous, so I try to limit my intake of those items.

Symptoms I have: I am still tired a lot. Nauseousness is totally an up and down thing. My days of non-puking stopped at 5. :/ But the doctor today gave me some prenatals that should help a little.

Doctor’s Appointment: October 29. We will be going back to Ft. Worth and will be seeing our little sprout again.

Movement: None. But I cannot wait until I can feel Sprout moving. It will really put my mind at ease since Pixel only did a lot of rolling. I am hoping this one is a mover and shaker.

Belly Button: Innie.

Gender: Team Green all the way!

What I’m looking forward to: Getting the NT ultrasound at 12 weeks to make sure there are no neural tube defects noticeable and seeing Sprout in two weeks. (And possibly talking Darrell into a doppler we can use at home to hear Sprout’s heartbeat after about 10 weeks just to ease our minds)

What I miss: Being able to enjoy the pregnancy without feeling anxious. But other than that, I don’t miss anything!

 

Today was our first ultrasound. It was the first one where we were looking for how many Sprout(s), making sure they were in the right spot and we should have been able to see a heartbeat(s).

I was right!!! We have one little Sprout in the right spot with an amazing heartbeat! We were so happy to see the heartbeat. Just seeing the heartbeat is one huge step since it brings the chance of miscarriage down to 5%. It is still a high percentage for us, but our last pregnancy was only a 1% chance of it happening, so alas. *shrug*

Sprout is measuring 6w5d and we are sitting at 6w6d. So one day behind isn’t that bad at this point because it is really hard to correctly measure something that is only a couple of millimeters long. Sprout has a heartbeat of about 130 beats per minute (bpm). Which is really strong since at this stage they are hoping for between 120-150, but anything over 100 is considered good.

A couple pictures of our barely recognizable Sprout:

The one on the left is of just Sprout. The one on the right is the measurement of Sprout.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This last one is of the measurement of Sprouts heartbeat.

So now we have another 2 week wait before we get to see Sprout again. Next time we see him/her, there will most likely be arm and leg buds visible and the head will have a little more shape. I’m excited. We have probably 2 more appointments with the Fertility clinic before we are released to our OB and Midwife.

By the way – have I mentioned how much we love our clinic? They are so nice and caring. We saw the second doctor today instead of our normal RE. (We have actually had this second doctor this whole procedure) So tonight, around 7:30, our RE calls to tell us that he is excited for us and making sure we didn’t have any questions. He knows about Pixel and just wanted to reassure us that he will be there for us if we ever have any questions to not hesitate to call. This is like the third phone call from him this cycle just checking on us. I do have to say that leaving this clinic will be hard once we finally move back to the West Coast and I hope we will be able to find an RE just as caring.

CYG – Day 15

Today’s prompt is Wave of Light.

Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day. It is a day that is meant for parents to talk about their children who are no longer with them after being lost to Miscarriage, Stillbirth, premature birth, SIDS or anything else before their first year.

Wave of Light is meant to be for everyone across the world to light a candle at 7pm their local time for an hour so that there is a light across the world for 24 hours.

I have been really busy these last couple days and didn’t have anything for any of these days.

Day 12 – Scents – any scent that reminds you of your baby.

I never had any scents that remind me of Pixel. As he was born in a hospital, I only got the scent of hospital. I don’t see that as a scent of my son, so I just let it go. If anything, the scent of a rainstorm makes me think of Pixel.

Day 13 – Signs – any sign that reminds you of your baby.

Once again, the only thing I can think of is rainbows. But they aren’t a sign of my baby, just something that reminds me of him occasionally.

Day 14 – Community

This is suppose to be a picture of a community gathering or event that we have attended. We haven’t attended anything in person. I am a member of a baby loss community on facebook where we get to talk about our babies and discuss our fears over our rainbow pregnancies.

CYG – Day 11

“Supportive Friends & Family”

This one wasn’t that hard. Everyone has been extremely supportive and helpful with everything we have gone through. The hardest part was finding pictures. I know I don’t have pictures of everybody, so even if you aren’t on here, don’t think I didn’t know that you have been there for us.

Thank you!

Our Families who have been there:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My Best friend Ruth, who has been on the other end of the line whenever I needed someone to talk to and who seems to always know when to call. 🙂

And all of our friends who knew each of us before we became a couple and have been there for us our whole relationship. I don’t know what I would have done without these crazy kooks and I can’t wait until we are back and able to attend some more gigs with them.

Once again, I’m not trying to leave anyone out since you have all been so supportive. I just don’t have pictures of everybody in group formats. (It would be a really long post with all of the individual ones I have.)

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